Tuesday, August 2, 2011

keinginan yang melampau =.='

dulu aku tanam cita-cita nak jadi manga-ka*.. bermula dengan melukis karakter Dragon Ball.. aku memang tahap luar universe minat kat anime tu.. especially Goten... he's soooo cute and chibi.. but sebenarnya he just resemble his own atou-san** je.. nothing special.. lain la Gohan tu.. everybody sayang dia.. even Goku pun.. so i'm kinda feel sorry to Goten sebab waktu dia nak membesar.. Goku is dead already.. talking about bias..

oh, crap! aku dah melalut~

then aku berangan pula nak jadi penulis novel like Liana Afiera Malik... she was my first favorite author ever.. dari novel-novel dia laa aku berjinak-jinak dalam dunia pernulisan.. i even berangan jadi one of her charaters..=.='.. pathetic aint it? but... Liana Afiera Malik dah kembali ke rahmatullah.. aku sangat sedih... semalam air mata keluar aje tiap kali cousin aku sebut nama dia.. haa.. tengok! even sekarang pun.. mungkin sebab she had always has a bigger impact in my life.. well, sort of..

lepas tu aku bermimpi nak jadi pengetua sekolah menengah.. actually aku ada issues dengan sistem kat former school aku.. i didnt like my own principle.. disebabkan bulan ni bulan puasa... i dont wanna do sins as i already have a bukit of them.. yeah, aku nak jadi pengetua yang cool.. yang orang akan ingat sepanjang zaman.. easy put is aku nak glamour and popularity.. (kan ke senang kalau aku terus jadi artis and such kan?? lagi banyak glamour...)

as y'all wanna know... satu apa pun aku tak accomplished pun.. dari nak jadi manga-ka to novelis to principle.. satu apa pun takdak.. ini sebabnya i've always lacking of confidence.. jadi blogger pun tak berapa nak succesfull.. i guess that's that.. i wasnt born to be a multitasker..
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but i hope laa someday.. orang dapat tengok aku as a good story writer... tak harap tinggi.. it just always been my passion in writing... even though it was all junk and such.. but it makes me happy..even though tiada orang baca or fond of it.. and to my drawing skills.. banyak lagi kena improve.. sebabnya aku tak pandai lukis perempuan..=.='... i love to draw.. tapi to be a manga-ka?? err.... i dont think so laa..

hehhh... one man can have so many dreams at one time huh.. tamak betul.

translation::

*pelukis komik stail jepun

**ayah

p/s:: aku malas letak gambar.. sebab malas nak cari kat pakcik google.. nanti keluar pula gambar yang tidak sepatutnya.. it's ramadhan lah! ramadhan!

2 comments:

  1. ahaha...nice one...keep try and your dream will come true.Believe me.

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  2. Komokun???
    Haha..thanks pal..^^

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